May 31, 2010

  • Dreams I Hate


    New favorite song: Jeff Bernat - If You Wonder

        Waking up sweating, thinking oh god, I did it. I did something horrible. The consequences that this action will lead to will finish me. You start panicking thinking of the worst outcome and you later realize oh crap it was just a dream thank god. I hate when that happens,.. everytime, I keep sighing in relief whenever I come to. I don't know if I should categorize them as Nightmares, because it's not necessarily a bad dream. You get the fear in your mind but it's relieved by the fact that it didn't happen.
         Then I had a dream 2 days ago where I was finally happy. Something I always wanted happenned, and I felt true happiness. I woke up thinking it was still a reality; until I realized it wasn't true. I almost want to count that as a nightmare, only because it's mocking the world i'm seeking. For the first time. I never wanted to wake up. Damn you dreams.

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