August 15, 2008

  • Villains and Friendship.

    Hello xanga,

         It's been a while i'm sure. I've been pondering....And today I wondered if I would be what you would call a good friend. We all have our own views as to what a good friend would be. Mine would be someone trying the best of his limitations to be there for you at anytime of the day as long as it's needed. An open ear, an ally, entitled to trust, loyalty and a bond strong enough to call each other on, just to sit at a couch and drink some soda and watch tv. Alongside good friendship are mistakes, understandably inevitable, but a good friend would forgive and move on, as long as i'm not being taken advantage of (which I hate and fear the most)....  
         But would you save a buddy? What if you knew it wasn't a good idea in your conscious but not in theirs. Would you save them? today I didn't save anyone. I didn't play the hero, because i didn't want to play the villain neither. If I stopped you, I might have been the one at fault to meddle with your happiness. If I didn't stop you, of something i've foreseen. Something that you might regret. Would I be responsible for it?
         Today i feel responsible... for not taking any action. I for one love happiness. And i certainly don't want to tamper with what you would call happiness. I would be tha villain, for trying to play the hero. You wouldn't have free will if you didn't make mistakes. To take that away is against the whole beauty of a human being in my opinion. All i can do is hope your right. No matter what though,
         As corny as it sounds, I'm there for you. As a friend, I'll give you my opinion and advice if you want it and i'll try hard to be that trust you could call a friend. This is for no one. But valid for everyone. My mind is just rambling. lol. Lifes taught me that you make your own mistakes.But Friends. Family. and indefinitely your Lover, are there for you to keep your chin up. From childhood though, the first time someone told me to stop blaming others for something you've done yourself. Was something that stuck.
          Take responsibility, your a adult now.

    I'm probably just lazy, but doing nothing never felt so good.